now, home alone so xian. it is nice being home alone but not now. just not now man. ahhhh... what is this la. just got back home so tired. today oh best. i was not at home the whole day la. thinking of catching up some sleep but can't. had like meeting at 9am in school then had a&d rehersal la. so tired man. my whole day was filled with gb. but i enjoyed it. did not regret. yup. today so lucky can wake up la. the day before slept like super late and was super tired. had a toe cramp again la. the fourth left toe was like out of place la, going more to the last one la. haha... this is crazy man. did not do pe on friday. only did the warm ups which is running than after that did not. was having stomach ache la. but the pe teacher let me not to do. yup... but seeing my clique play captian ball is so exciting man. they played against shannaz, nicole p, gayathrii, lileng, sherilyn, and come remeber the last one. see them play so exciting la. first time see shannaz so enthu man. keep on getting the ball man. yesterday had chinese test. the best man. i did not study all 24 yan yu la. studied half of it only la. so more all those that i studied never come out except for 1. the best of the best man. and got li jie and gong han. ahhhh... mrs goh mark very fast la. once we handed up the first page with yan yu and li jie. she mark finished by the whole test ended la. and return it to us to see our marks la. i don't know what to say la. did not pass lol. lol. then had lunch period. mrs tay supposed to come in but i think she forget about it la. then in the end we all as in the whole class went for lunch la. nobody bothered to stay in class and wait for her after a while. anyway she did not even come la. then lunch time, we took up three tables la- my clique and cheryl chiew they your sat beside us. yup. laughing like siao again but did not broke the previous record la. which is 35 mins. had cca. me and nicole ding did not rush into our full u like the previous time la. had amper of time. we left to change straight away after mrs raja had come and tell us about o level registration la. yup. so fast going to register la. o man.... i saw we must pay a total of $360. i was thinking to myself that we are paying to get stress. cause it is a major exam. but by faith we all can do it. yes. then met other people in the toilet too. yup. then we went for cca soon after. the sec 4s did not have badgework so all those in the a&d contignet/s were practising drill while the rest just take a rest. yup. so is like our whole cca time is drill beside devotion. yup. i was kind of happy yesterday. cause for a&d drill. i do not nedd to command man. cheryl gan and teresa did it. i was timer, yeah!!!! but they say i cheap thrill leh. everyone time also like that. but it was nice being the timer again after a long time. prefer timing than commanding yup. we practice for enrolment. yup, for the drill slot. then after cca, me, cheryl gan and some seniors went to eat dinner. yup. later on teresa and michelle came to join. went to eat at chomp chomp. had sting ray. i like this... hehewe ordered quite a spread man but shared with gannies, ying lei and jackquline. we ordered like sting ray, bbq chicken wings, rice, satay and that rice wrapped in the banana leaf kind. was feeling super full after that. hehe... so long never eat sting ray le. left like 9 plus and went home with winnie. yup yup yup. reach home like super tired le. then was afraid the next day, can't wake up early to go school. back to today reach school early, cause did not want to stay at home. so left house early. was waitinf for gannies at the canteen. who say coming at like 0840 or 0845 like that in the end come what time ah. what time ah???? had the sec 2 tc meeting. then like half way, miss ho let those going for a&d later to get our lunch from outside the e hall that area. what to say, we are cheapskates right. hehe... got free food ma. haha... then went back for meeting. then after the meeting we had some time, so everyone was touching up their boots. and we went there together by bus. they hired a bus for us. and soon at MGS. yup. us the 4th coy people and the 2nd coy people make up the goh. but we were splitted in a sense as the colour party was in between us. yup. but some 2nd coy people was with us. but i feel they are nice people. yup yup yup. the sun was so so super duper hot today la. i can't take it. o man. the sun was super shiny and hot. i think to me la, almost everyone could not take it la. but by faith we all can do it. i thinking positive for a while only. when we were given rehakan di ri, straight away i squat down and cover my face la. super duper cannot take it. once i just turn around, everyone in the contingent was squatting down la. the sun was so hot and bright. is too hard to da han la. breanna squatted down half way. and after the first main rehersal, gannies could not take it too. so she stepped out. for break they gave us refershments like bun and muffin before the next one starts.the second main rehersal again, i also can't take it. the sun was seriously burning all of us. not suprised if a egg gets cooked. yup. i was counting in my heart from 20 to 0. if by then they did not start the march pass then i squat down. cause seriously cannot da han le. but they did the march pass. yup. feeling satisfied as i survived. yup. then when the thing finally ended. all of us headed back to school. they hired a bus. yeah. we all kind of "bully" jins la. cause she was carrying so many shoe bags la. got mine, angeline, melinda, teresa and hers. o man. then i heard miss lin said to her. they bully you ah. hehe... but we appreciated her kind offer. yup. you can write it down in your kindness card that helped some gb girls to carry their shoe bags. yup yup yup. once reached school, me, melinda and teresa headed of to heart land mall by taxi. went to macs and eat my dinner ther. was feeling full la. eat so much. hehe regreted upsizing my meal. yup. but finish majority of it. and something happened la. i was eating and did not notice that SOMEONE took my phone la. still happily eating la. when i notice is teresa took it. did not know what she was doing la. soon the phone dialed to someone la. best man. the best. so more ask the person to come to macs. crazy la. don't know what they thinking. and we went home after dinner. i feeling super irritated now la. keep on saying ever since thur. so more not true la. can stop it or not. really getting irriated man. if one day i just burst out, can't blame me k. cause is like ahhhhhhhh... don't know what to say but is sooooooo.... i can't take it. just because of a sentence said la. is like everywhere i bump into your as in those few then your keep on saying. like so wow man, but is not. after hearing someone saying something to someone. and the 2nd someone tell me. feeling a relief kind of sense. as i know there are people still believing in me. thanks man. but the rest please kindly stop it. i really getting super irritated. please stop it. i saying it in a nice tone le. please don't make me burst out k. keep smiling clarissa