today o man. woke up super late la. 8.08am i remebered it clearly. supposed to wake up at 7.30am la. hear the alarm clock ring also neever wake up. after a while my mum rang the house phone to wake me up lol. she left the house so early. then in the end guess what time i left the house. left the house late la, 8.30am. supposed to leave like latest at 8.15am. wanted to take a cab down la. waited at the bus stop to see which one come first, cab or the bus, then i take which ever that come first. so bus 81 came first, so board it and abandon the taxi idea. yup. so was late for church. this is the best man. is like each sunday i reaching later and later what is this la. was like half an hour late la, 9.30am- went in just nice for the prayer time, then announcements and so on. luckily never miss sermon part. yup. eh shunyi. i saw her today leh. jealous. haha.... can't believe you forget how she look like last week la. lousy leh you. she was sitting like 1 seat away from me. jealous. haha.... i think today's sermon is really trying to tell me something la. about the spiritual life part. what have you been doing that kind of thing, how is your spiritual life look like. there were graphs to show the examples. and i think mine looks like the not consistent yoyo one. yup. and something really strike me. but won't say it here. cause it is too personal. yup. ahhhhhhhh... next sunday there is a special programme for all band 1 people la. which is the photo hunt. i want to go but can't cause got camp. yup. PHOTO HUNT, remembering last year it was fun man. this year i going to miss it. yup so sad. but nevermind cause at least i experience it before. running round in Singapore. more to the eastern side of Singapore only but was fun. and next week going to miss duty too. yiying is replacing me. THANKS A MILLION. then went for small group. before that talk to mitchell, told her some stuff. i just want to say a VERY VERY BIG THANKS FOR ENCOURAGING ME. i would see what would happened in the next month and this month. yup and i know God would do something. i really hoping there is a miracle. i would like to experience it. me and jacko had interesting story to shared what happened in our week and everyone else just listened. we were like babbling on and on la. haha... but it was nice to say out everything. have a sense of relief. yup. i was telling some of my church friends some stuff. I REALLY WANT TO SAY A VERY SUPER DUPER BIG THANKS TO YOUR MAN. LENDING ME YOUR EAR/S. YUP. AND THANKS IN SUPPORTING ME AND BELIEVING IN ME. AND THANKS FOR ALL THE ADVICE. I WOULD NOT DISAPPOINT YOUR. YUP. now i know how good, not good, but even super duper good your are to me. YUP. what can i do without your. THANKS MAN. YOUR ROCK MAN. I AM SUPER TOUCHED BY YOUR. YOUR CAN WRITE INTO YOUR KINDNESS ACT BOOKLET, IF YOU ARE FROM PL. YUP. DOING A GOOD DEED FOR ME. HEHE then went lunch. yup we packet food back to church and eat. yup. the sec 1s and the welcome team had the sec 1 gathering. yup. was watching them playing at one side. yup. seeing them run and run. then jacko said something like the whole world is like running. i agree with her man. but really can tell they enjoyed themselves. hope the sec 1s feel more comfortable in ym now after few months le. then we studied in church. around like 3 plus like that. me and elaine headed of to pasi ris-whitesands there, the library. she wanted to borrow some textbooks for her test. but can't find any lol. this library lao ya one. then while waiting for her dad to come pick us up, we were walking round white sands and chatting. yup. reached home pretty early today. yup 4 plus like that. last time the earliest i reach home on sunday is like 5 plus near to 6 that kind. but had stuff to settle. yup. after yesterday's a&d rehersal i think i grow so much darker la. like the skin change colour so fast la. what is this man. haha... skin darker in colour now. then the contrast between the not so dark and dark kind of obvious to me la. i think yesterday really wore me out. cause had much difficulty waking up today. yup. hope i can wake up tmr for school. ahhhhhhh... still got chem file to hand up tmr. better go and find all my worksheets yup. all over the place. keep smiling clarissa