ello. so longg did not blog. supposed it is like a month le. but still have not break my previous record of a year plus i think.my com was spoilt la during this period of time. or should i say the internet. it has been corrupted. now is getting repaired. ahhh... haha..now at my aunt house. yup. doing some stuff at the same time blogging. yup. many things indeed have happened the last month. either for good or the worse, laughter or saddness, being hurt or not, going through time of embarrasedness, etc. everything has happened and now its over. what can i say. just carry on lol. what to do. just can't do anything to change what was done. yup. i not sure what to say le. but now one thing to say is i'm hurt. really hurt. who can help me. really wonder. but ahhh just have to get over with it myself. ahhh... just hate this. the best timing ever lah. mood now spoilt. so if you see me moody this few days, just don't ask. of all time now, now, why now. exams are like next week. really don't have the strength to continue on le. though wish to but ahhh. i can do all things thorugh christ who strengthens me. i really want to believe in this but half of me just choose not. and i don't know why. ahhhhhhhh... this is getting to be irritating. i'm hurt. really hurt. ahhh. I AM. tmr going to take jab with michelle, teresa, wina, gui feng. hey lets all not be scared though we are. haha... hey to all those having exams. remember this i can do all things through christ strengthens me. yup. we can do it. people don't give up. yup. i'm so hurt. o man. just hate this but what to do. ah HELP! this is so yucky. i hate this. why now. of all time. having other stuff to handle, studies, etc now this. this is so. ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! i really need a breather. i do really need it... too many things happening at one go. i can't seem to handle this. o man. i feel like breaking down. i really do. can someone just save me from this pit. i really feel like i'm drowning. and i can't swim. in reality i can't too. but that is not the point. i want out of this. like now if possible. but doubting. btw, i am not depressed.