having a two different extreeme feelings now. happy, glad vs irritated, sad!

was happy cause of yesterday. went to church. was fun. 74th anniversary man. pmc was formed on pentecost sunday that is why i think we are called pentecost methodist church. yup. haha... saw myself in the ppt. so embarassing la. church took a church photo with the new renovated building. ate alot too. don't understimated me k. before GODP, me elaine jacko kelyn and char was playing in church BRIDGE with darryl and vivien then headed of to east point at simei there cause elaine had a logic 9 thingy. yup. ate alot there. headed back to church and played more BRIDGE and of to GDOP! on the journey also played BRIDGE. BRIDGE rocks. oh yes went to GDOP yesterday. i love it. it was a wonderful experience. yup. hitch a ride from elaine on the way back. her parents with amy's parents and her all went out for supper first before heading back. they keep on asking me to eat. was super full already la. sigh. haha now my church friends and i are all going crazy about korean dramas. i want to watch GOONG!

this is what i ate.
1. breakfast-bread with nutella
2.lunch-food in church(they catered ma)
3.my steamed egg(kobabyashi)
4.omelette(kobayashi)
5.hot dog bun
6.dragon beard
7.muah chee
8.water
9.dinner-nothing
10.biscuit and chips
11.supper-dim sum
12.supper-carrot cake
13.supper-char kway teow
14.supper-wan ton
15.supper-green tea

so now do you agree with me that i ate alot! haha
don't understimate me hor

today. my day was not good. results back totally like shit and it just sucks all the way la. &* wrote comments that make me ahhhhhh. super duper peck la. always writing all this. i put in lots of effort le la. can you just stop it. i have my limitations. i just can't do as well as what is expected CAN! super irritated. already feeling down than see your comments, just add salt to the deeply cut wound. IRRITATING!!! no further explanation needed, it just sucks. what on earth am i doing. failing like nobody business la. must buck up already. shit man, my mum confirm will pester me more if she know my marks. but NOT TELLING. yup, she doesn't even know i getting back my papers. i shall just die later on. now already pester me like nobody business le. I DON"T WANT TUITION AT THERE LA. ahhh... what is life now. IT SUCKS BIG TIME!

you took the weight of the world on your shoulders(x2)
you did it all for me(x2)