TODAY IS SO NOT MY DAY

first, got really drenched in the rain during assembly.
like i just came out from a bath la.
now pratically screwed man. not cause of the rain la.
midyrs failure man. pls pratically all fail la.
than come chinese oral, RUBBISH MAN!
pls where got examiner help you answer one la.
HELLO!!! what am i doing, this is not school exam la.
O LEVEL GIRL!!! O LEVEL MADAM!!!!
ARGH!
SHIT!!!! screwed all the way.
who expected this topic la
don't even know a clue about it.
RUBBISH MAN!!!
how can i feel better man!
this sucks TOTALLY!!!!
i guess you* are right, IS GOD TESTING ME???
AM I TRUSTING HIM ENOUGH!!!
despite all the countless prayer we said jsut before oral.
as a clique, class and overrall and myself.
and thanks for all the wishes from many.
SIGH!!!
thanks[you*, melinda, char] for trying to console.
now that you* say,
i really think GOD IS TESTING ME!!!
i have drifted alot i know, i can sense it.
BUT what am i doing about it!!!
O MAN!!!!
i have changed, i admit.
in many ways,
is it good??? bad??? i DON"T KNOW!
even my attitude to my mum is like getting worst now.
i just a pain in your neck.
just adding more to the worries you are having.
ARGH!!!
HELP!!!
is so hard to climb back up.
i know its over BUT...
sigh.

my reflections.