sch has been fine so far. yup. lectures are BORING and i don't even understand a single thing. sigh. maths and more maths. econs and finance. sigh. studying e math and a math again. sigh sigh sigh. haha and i bet not many ppl were listening, as majority was like online. LOL. i finally met more pl lites in the sch. haha. did not know wendy and shijie was there too. first day of sch i saw them le. haha. seniors are always nice man! yup. o man and i think i gonna die everyday. carrying the 1.8kg laptop up the hill and down the hill. tiring man. my friends and i are treating it as an exercise. LOL.

what should i do?? i desperately need DIRECTIONS and ADVICE!! back to CTB or find others?? or just study. argh! HELP!! why why why.